SA2 is finally over, not exactly doing very well and i'm a little disappointed with my physics.

I know I didnt study for it, but failing it is still rather depressing.

A recap of recent events:

Of all the amazing movies this season, I only managed to catch Xmen which is rather pathetic, haha. I wanted to watch super8 and kungfu panda... I guess I can always torrent it after Alvls right? and Transformers and Harry Potter is kind of enticing. But there is just 122 days to go.

I really remember vividly once it hits 120 days, time seem to enter a whole new dimension and it just kind of speeds up and BAM, its As tmr, haha.

I did my NS med- checkup during the holidays too. Managed to get a Pes B status fortunately or unfortunately. I know its best to play safe and get a lousy Pes status for fear of getting into some diver or commando unit and who knows, my handsome face will just appear on the front page with headlines stating yet another NS man died. However, not getting an A will definitely make anyone feel a little inferior right? Oh i am a B-material only, nope not A, just a less than perfect B. But i guess it doesnt matter lah. The main thing am looking forward to in NS is to spend my time most wisely in any vocation and I wouldn't feel i'm wasting my life away. Of course monetary gains is also a factor, haha. Fyi, i think i've gotten a B due to the surgery done on my arm. I sincerely hope I didnt screw my IQ test too. The last thing I would want to hear is " oh you cant be an officer because you have an IQ of a 10 year old." I kinda read the wrong instructions for a few components lah... hahahaha

Also I think studies is a unavoidable topic when 2 JC student come together. I swear I hardly did time wasting activities during the holidays, but somehow my progress seem stalled and so unproductive. Really got to focus.

On a different note, I realise I really hate eating. I had the impression that I hated school food because its always the same few dishes and flavours but I'm finally enlightened. It sucks to be hungry but you dont want to put food in your mouth. I really dont know whats happening. I've already skipped lunch two days in a row and its just damn sian. Its the repetition of munching and chewing and swallowing, everyday. *Very random but i've brushed my teeth so many times so far and sometimes I cant even remember if i had brushed my teeth that day. And yes, i do brush my teeth daily.

Anyway I just spent 20min setting up a nuffnang account and to my dismay, cash payment will only be made if I clock up $50 which i doubt I will ever attain. Anyone know how it works anyway?

I must want to succeed as much as I want to breathe. ( it doesnt seem strong enough to compare it to food anymore..)